Monday, April 4, 2016

A season of Time, A season for everything

  There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under the heavens - Ecclesiastes 3:1

             This verse came into my mind when i was about to sleep in the wee hours of Monday after a Skype call and a troubled mind. After the chains of events that happened in the past few weeks left me in pieces, an arrow to the heart and the knee and what especially on Saturday was almost the nail to the coffin for me. Not seeing anything but despair, I dreaded life and to top it with all the insecurities and doubts that i had in myself, i saw no point in living a victorious life that a christian should have cause back then i thought i already hit rock bottom, i went even lower and i thought, " this is it." a point where i don't see any way of going up. What happened on Saturday hit me hard but Sunday even harder and at that point my emotions were all mixed and nothing seemed to cheer me up, no amount of games or songs I listen to could do anything but knowing that deep in my mind the only thing to do was to talk, to have a conversation with God after all it has been a while since I had ever did since all of this came up. 

                  On Sunday night, I came back home and just decided to turn on my Snapchat to see what my friends were all doing and a particular few that i saw just made me madder with each snap and yet i couldn't stop myself from looking and after all of that I knew i couldn't take it anymore, so I turn to my friends for i know I can trust to be there when i am down either on Whatsapp, Skype or on the Phone call. And being who I am, I rant and sigh and my friends listen and one of them i remember sorta told me "Hey Tim, this might hurt you but you have to move on." When she told me that, I told her " do you think i haven't been trying to move on?" but what she told me was enough for an answer. " Maybe you are not trying hard enough." being a person who is defensive, i try to find a way to 'counter' her argument but i couldn't because maybe i wasn't trying hard enough or if i am being honest to myself, I just don't want to let this go because to me it's just too dear to just let the wind take it away and the fear of forgetting it all made me hold on to it even more. while all of this was happening, my mind was running 10 things at once and that was when i remembered what someone said " Sometimes you have to take a step back, to move forward". another hard truth I had to swallow. I thought even harder and I just give it to God for i know i cannot do anything about it. That was when a word came into my mind  " Don't let this stumble you, continue running and focus on the finishing line." with this also i learn to forgive, forget and to let go for i know there is no point being all angry and to vent out my anger on people when it is my own personal fight. No one should be pulled in to this for it's my own thoughts creating conflict.  

                        Ephesians 4:26
"In your anger do not sin": Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry"

                 I choose to move on, looking forward, to take all of this as a lesson for me to learn and to also to choose joy and happiness for i know nothing good can come out from dwelling in the past. And also i know whatever friendships i am going to make in the future will be even better. Thank you for everything.  Everyone wants a happy ending but the happy ending can only be written by you and how you choose to see things. This is the season for me to close this chapter of worry,anxiety and insecurities and move on with life knowing that what is ahead of me will only bring me back up above my current condition.

Ecclesiastes 3:6
A time to seek, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away

Saturday, April 4, 2009

What did i do.............

Ok........ it has been months that i did not update my blog.........Sry but i have been using the com to play

and this

maplestory....I know it sounds childish is kinda nice to me. is GTA the very violent game it has vulgar word then the killing with a chainsaw.
(As you can see)

then the no violent game..........

Luxor enjoyed by my whole family.Check it out.

And the famous game.........
You know this game by the logo.

Yup....... it is Counter Strike1.6.........
Some ppl says that this game is violent.
I just don't get it......

Anyways i have to go now.....
I'm gonna play DOTA

Bye Bye........


Friday, January 30, 2009

Bride wars

Okay..... i watched this show today with my cousin.We went early just to book the seats.After a few minutes just to get to book....Sheesh.......

After that,we went to the nearby arcade and played a few games like Time Crisis and Daytona USA.After all the laughter and shedding of tears,we went out just feeling super cold.......

Then we went to the arcade for a while to play Daytona USA.Then we went home.So that is all i'm going to blog until here. :)

Friday, January 23, 2009


One day an employee sends a letter to his boss asking for an increase in his salary !!!

In thi$ life, we all need $ome thing mo$t de$perately. I think you $hould be under$tanding the need$of u$.We are worker$ who have given $o much $upport including $weat and $ervice to your company ..I am $ure you will gue$$ what I meant and re$pond $oon.

The next day, the employee received this letter of reply:
I kNOw you have been working very hard. NOw a days, NOthing much has changed. You must have NOticed that our company is NOt doing NOticably well . NOw the newspapers are saying the world's leading ecoNOmists are NOt sure if the United States may go into aNOther recession. After the NOvember presidential elections things may turn bad. I have NOthing more to add NOw. You kNOw what I mean .
---- Your Boss.

Friday, January 16, 2009

Help me

God my school teacher is so horrible.they give tons and tons of work that even friends can't do it finish.
God help me!!!!!

Saturday, December 27, 2008

school is starting

As you know school is starting in a another few days.And i dont like it.Back to extremely heavy homework , nagging teachers,cafeteria food, back to school uniform and even back to assembly.How i wish school starts at February 5th like in New Zealand and i also wish i can wear anything to school like T shirt to school like in US.How i wish this will happen

Friday, October 24, 2008

A good story to read =)

One day I hopped in a taxi and we took off for the airport. We were driving in the right lane when suddenly a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us. My taxi driver slammed on his breaks, skidded, and missed the other car by just inches! T he driver of the other car whipped his head around and started yelling at us.
My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy. And I mean, he was really friendly. So I asked, 'Why did you just do that? T his guy almost ruined our car and sent us to the hospital!' T his is when my taxi driver taught me what I now call, ' T he Law of the Garbage T ruck.'
He explained that many people are like garbage trucks. T hey run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment.
As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it and sometimes they'll dump it on you. Don't take it personally. Just smile, wave, wish them well, and move on. Don't take their garbage and spread it to other people at work, at home, or on the streets. T he bottom line is that successful people do not let garbage trucks take over their day. Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so.....
'Love the people who treat you right. Pray for the ones who don't.'